Alohomora

every single nerve is just going off inside me. everything hurts like fuck and i can’t eat or drink anything and i have a migraine. silence hurts so i always have to be listening to something, but then it’s always too loud and it makes my head hurt even more…and i just feel so gross and disgusting right now and my hair is itchy even though i just washed it yesterday…

everything is just extra sensitive right now and ughhhhh

internships…

:’(

…college

my tumblr turned 1 year old two days ago, with my first post being on yesterday last year. :)

my eyes burn
as always

SO MY SUMMER IS NOT TOTALLY GONE!!!!!
but i might not be able to do everything that i wanted to do over summer :\

oh well im still excited for summmmmmmmmaaaaaaaaaaaaaah!
bike rides and driving and music and ice cream/froyo and legs and hair and beach and sleep

i’ve sort of started caring about school again..or maybe i just got smarter tehehehe. but my grades have been going up! and i’ve sort of gained confidence in my standardized testing aka aps and sats so i have a chanceeeeeeee and i’m pretty decided on what i want to do now, but i still don’t know how i’m gonna get there…oh well. i’m too lazy to actually look up stuff

oh and i also decorated my room more so there’s more pictures on my wall. but they’re all from last summer, so blehhhh i need to print new stuff. and look through old magazines. i hate when both sides of a page are just amazingly gorgeous :(

STAR testing soon! excited for only 4-5 hours of school :)))) les go play pleasepleaseplease

life’s good. :)

MY COMPUTER FILES HAVE BEEN DELETED BY MY FATHER WHO WITHOUT READING DIALOGUES JUST WENT AHEAD AND DELETED JUST ABOUT EVERYTHING FROM MY COMPUTER.

so now i’m trying to restore everything; i tried system restore and it just wouldn’t work. i also have norton 360, so it was supposed to have backed my files up — and i used norton’s restore, but only a portion of my older files came back (and they were made long before the backup was made). i think all my word and notepad documents are revived, but pretty much all of my pictures are gone ;___; and i’m not sure about music, i haven’t noticed anything missing so far. also, my favorites in ff are gone…i found some of them in a random folder, but about half of them are still missing (all of my toolbar is gone). also, preferences and options for programs are completely gone. when i opened itunes, it gave me that ‘first-time’ introduction stuff. HELP? does anyone have any ideas for how to restore my settings and pictures?

also i’m not sure if this was my doing, but all my original pictures on my flash drive have been deleted…and i don’t remember if i did that or not, but i think i did. after loading them onto a folder on my computer. which is now gone. silly me, to not have them backed up………..i want my own laptop so i don’t have to share with my parents who are always browsing foreign websites and getting viruses/malware D:

and since i’m forced to rebuild my bookmarks toolbar, any good websites? i can’t remember a lot of my bookmarks :( pleasepleaseplease help!

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time passes by slowly when your computer is infested with viruses… :(

i know it seems ridiculous but i am scared to use my computer now that i know there’s malware on it…so i’m not brave enough to turn it on and to try and get rid of the thing.. i make it sound like a cockroach or something hahahaa

BUT I HAVE NO LIFE NOW!

and it’s extra cold outside so i don’t want to go biking but i want to watch the office but this computer is all weirded out too even though it’s still functional………

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I want to practice flute but all the neighbors will kill me.. :(

and I’m going to look through magazines again

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh don’t you love how i’m losing focus right before ap tests?

salmon and teal nail polish

glitter

sushi

beatles songs

stereo

good quality headphones

pencil case (mine sort of…melted and softened and then ripped)